supersonic-

2006-07-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

MOVED!

http://supersonic-lyla.livejournal.com/

livejournal kicks ass.

2006-06-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

Brighter than Sunshine-Aqualung

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
and it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

GREAT SONG! HAPPINESS(=

<3 aruna

2006-06-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2006-06-06T14:45:00.000+08:00

i am so bored! and this is how my convo with geetha went:

A Punkrocker With Flowers In My Hair says:
i shall blog.
A Punkrocker With Flowers In My Hair says:
what to blog abt?
this night's a perfect shade of dark blue says:
yeah omg
this night's a perfect shade of dark blue says:
ME
this night's a perfect shade of dark blue says:
HOW ABOUT DEDICATING AN ENTRY TO ME
A Punkrocker With Flowers In My Hair says:
HAHA okay set ah

YAY SO I SHALL BLOG ABT GEETHA.

geeeeetha rocks. my socks. she's my bestie! and i can like tell her anything. the coolest part about our wonderful friendship is that we can not see each other for ages and pick up exactly where we left off when we do meet. and geetha loves me no matter what stupid stuff i do! and trust me i do stupid stuff like ALOT. yeah.

our friendship is not only full of happy love and joy but it is also very practical. for example geetha never brings her stupid wallet (which I bought her for her bday last year!) down during recess. so i lend her money. that way she is my savings account cuz when she returns me my cash i feel very rich. yay for us.

we are also very good for each other because i spice up geetha's life (at least i try to!) and she keeps me sane (well almost!). but at the same time we are very bad for each other because we are procrastinating pals. and she forces me to walk around the school in the morning even when i have homework to do. tsktsk

no but seriouslyy. geetha is damn SPECIAL -cue sappy music- see she doesnt even like qualify as a normal friend. cuz when ppl tell us secrets and tell us not to tell anybody we tell each other cuz we have this deal that we arent just anyyybody. oh shit noone is gonna tell us secrets anymore hah.

yeah so GEEEETHA! you better not be evil and join some CCA with me next year. and you better not run away with your HG when u find one nect year and leave me all by my lonesome. and you better go out with me soooooon!! you suck to the core! and you still havent gone -l--b--g with meeee )= nevermind i still love you. hah

some people are so annoying right geetha! konan the babarian! =D

<3 aarruunnaaa

2006-05-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

helloooo

ooh this is quite late but LAYAM IS OVER! yay haha and we rocked too. well actually im so sorry to say this but i dont know about rockeddd, but we DEFINITELY did better than we expected. which is goood. THANKS EVERYONE all the people who played a part. and thanks to those ppl who came to watch! ohoh i hope you liked my notes heehee

well now ive started ib elds rehearsals! aaah AFTERMATH is only a month away! eeeeek people if you still havent got ur tix i suggest you HURRY! i think there are still matinee tickets! 1st July 2006, 2.30pm! get your tickets from me ASAP!

anyway yesterday was craaazy. wasted so much time at first cuz it started so late after all that nonsense stuff. so many ppl left alr. but actually it was goood! i wish some, okay actly alot, of stuff didnt happen. but nthng can be done now. quite strange being with those two ppl. like a full circle of sorts. and both are doooomed so its all for no reason. arghargh i feel dumb. nevermind, argh i dont care. heh noone is gonna get this entry.

but like i said before, nothing really matters to meeee...

<3 aruna

shit! im so stupid. and im writing this for no reason cuz you dont even know i have a blog. but im sorry. i really am. ive said this so many times and i do mean it! its just tt theres nothing i can do to change it. remember what i said yest? i reaaaally wish it. gaaah fuck.

2006-05-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

argh argh argh.

i was happy. i reeeaaally was. even if layam is kinda screwy. even if my gpa is like OMG shit. and even if im majorly sleep deprived. im happy cuz, i just had three scoops of gelato and crispy chicken with radhika & aneesha and lakshmi. and exams all over. and thinking about watching x-men3 tmrw. and davinci code with the wonderful makkals on saturday aft layam. and omen on 6/6/6.

and then someone tells me what some no lifers have been saying. and frankly i dont care much about what other people think or anything. and they arent even technically bitching about me. but i haaate it when they coem up with ridiculous bs. and its putting me in a spot because what if their lies got round to L. and she actually believed them. then a friendship will be totally wasted. and they think they know me well enough to judge me. well you wanna judge me? well then im allowed to judge you back. i dont know you and i already HATE you. congratulations. have a happy life.

aruna

2006-05-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

NINE DAYS!

aaaaaaah its nine days to layam. do you have any idea how scary that it. haha considering more than half of you readin this blog are IN layam you probably do. AAAAH! okay im damn stressed, someone help me. tomorrow i have ld and layam tech. at the same time. layam is in 9 days but ld is quite soon too aNd ive missed tuesday rehersal for layam. wth am i supposed to go for. rarrrghh.

but nvm at least im doing things i love. yay:
1) LAYAM. 27th May, 6pm? RGS Evelyn Norriss Hall. its gonna be a variety show. i dance. yay
2) AFTERMATH. 29th June, 7.30pm and 1st July 2.30 and 7.30pm. RGS KS Chee Theatre. Its gonna be awesome as ld plays ALWAYS are. i reeeally like this one. i act. yay
3) HIPHOP. Random times during the June hols. We're busking for Somethingood which is a charity organisation for youths thingums. Done stuff for them with ld b4. Gonna be hiphopping down Orchard for monehhs. yay
4) NUS SWARNA. hahahaha!why is this even included, i also dunno. We are damn screwed leh. EH PRIYA if you see this can you remind me to tell you the stuff Sindoora told me? KKK. Oh and dance. gaaaah i miss jagadho dharana. shucks. i dance and attempt to help write script. yay?

Well for these 9 days im gna eat think breathe and sleep layam dances. i refuse to screw our last show in Rg up. screw everyone else, all the uncommitted and plain annoying ppl. But nvm everyone is actually nice(= i have to go buy paper to write notes yay(makes mental note) everyone reading this must come for all of the above things okaaaaaay. cuz theyll rock the party that rocks the party =D

ohoh haha geetha wants me to blog about hers and farzana's religious quarrell. super funny ahah. farzana happily shoved her chicken sandwich at geetha(whos brahmin and vegetarian -.-) asking gleeeeefully if she'd like some. Then geetha happily told farzana that shes invited to her house anytime to meet her large dog. hahah! okay it was damn funny then. not so funny now? gaah hahahahaha. yay i love geetha and err farzana (pukes). NONO okay i shd stop. farzana rocks la. yay i love all fuzzy things =D

happyhappyjoyjoy
<3 aruna

2006-05-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

whats the point?

<3 aruna

2006-05-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

i have decided that i will marry anyone who will get me the full dvd sets of one tree hill, the oc and smallville. thanks.

<3 aruna

im waaaaaiting!

2006-05-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!

oooh polling day tomorrow! how happening! WP WP WP! yay. hahaha! okay anyway, i'm bored and everyone is doing this is so what the heck.

How does the world see me? Jacqueline- Franz Ferdinand (haha okaay i'm a jacqueline =S )

Will I have a happy life? Sacrifice- Elton John (ohhh nnoooo)

What do my friends really think of me? I Saw Her Standing There- The Beatles (my friends see me standing there. wow)

Do people secretly lust after me? Patience- Guns n Roses (awww thats sucks. maybe in the future eh? heh)

How can I make myself happy? The Way I Am- Eminem (yay thats good!)

What should I do with my life? Super Duper Love- Joss Stone (woohooo)

Will I ever have children? Beautiful Day -U2 (hahah awww)

What is some good advice for me? Heart-Shaped Box- Nirvana

How will I be remembered? Like a Stone- Audioslave (HAHAH thats damn funny. ill be remembered like a stone. wow)

What is my signature dancing song? Let's Go- The Ramones (woooooots)

What song will play at my funeral? Wherever You Will Go- The Calling (AWWW)

What type of men do I like? Bubble Toes- Jack Johnson (ahhaha sexy men with bubbley toes!)

What was yesterday like? Can I Have It Like That- Pharrell feat Gwen Stefani (no thanks. RS sucks.)

hahaha okay that was amusing. its funny how we can read into anything even though it totally doesnt make sense. CAN I HAVE IT LIKE THAT? YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT. kay its officially stuck in my head. kay im bored off blogging, bike.

<36 aruna =D

2006-05-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

yoooo.

hahahah i blog so regularly yay! kkk mygod the post from yesterday so retarded. hahaha was damn highhh woohoo. now not so high cuz i just ran 2.4! omgomg. i hate napfa, i think it was solely created to torture us. freaaaaks. yeah well wanna know a secret? IM SUPER UNFIT. die. okay so its not a secret. raaaaaarrr. i think next year im gna get long term MC and do PE only when i feel like it. dont wanna malu myself hahaha.

wow now i dunno what to blog about. erm. next week is death week cuz we have chem math and bio. which is madness really. whats wrong with the school sigh. i cant wait for next week to be over! then its happiness to the maxx! celebration and jubilation! hohoho.

ohohohohoh hahaha can't wait for june hols! gna be fun! haha eh narpal rmbr our deal ah!! gdgdgd. HGs HGs HGs HGs! right geetha?! i want you want we aaaaaallll want!

okay i really ought to go study now. no actually bathe ahahahahha! eeew. sooo seeyazz

<8 arunaaa

2006-05-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

OMG. i feeeeeel daaaayyymm SORPYY!! whats wrong with me! im going fking insane! helptch me. RARRRWRRDHHHARRRR! kokokok shall shut up now. sorry for irritaing everyone online. RAAAAAAAARRRRR. gooodnight biatches. hohohoho.

p.s. my file has ORLY on it now. happiness to the world.

p.p.s i never study. )= die.

p.p.p.s anyone have nice songs? send me!

<3469865950475 aruna

2006-04-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

go vist postsecret. awesome site. they upload new pictures every sunday.
<3 aruna

2006-04-23T15:05:00.000+08:00

ello!

got tagged by karthik and khabil so shall continue this thing:

Rules: The first player of this game starts with the topic 5 weird facts about yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their 5 weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Do not forget to leave a comment that says, You are tagged in their blog and tell them to read yours.

1) i hate elevators.
2) i have 4 piercings(=
3) my favourite taste is sourness hahaha
4) my hair used to be curly but now its straight. hah
5) this is like my fourth blog i think

erm lemme see... i tag lakshmi, kannan, priya and radhika. yay if you see this you have to continue the thingi. hah

<3 aruna

2006-04-21T06:11:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaah!

its 6.10 in the morning and humans are not even supposed to be awake at this time, let alone in school in front of the com. especially if the human slept at midnight the night before. this is bldy ridiculous. chem pt has driven us all insane what with the inhalation of toxic vinegar fumes and all. raaaarrgghh.

today is gonna be bad i know.

time to go test my bldy car. ergh 5 weird facts abt me coming up sooon.

<3 aruna

2006-04-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

eh hello.

muhuahaha im finally bloggin after that oh so controversial entry(= its so cool to actually visit my blog and see that my tag board has moved like a few miles. plsss continue ppls. you rox0rs my sOx0rs.

today was aday of extremes. woweee. like for example, i was supposed to go out and do fun fun stuff tonite, plus on top of that fun stuff i got invited to another lot of fun stuff. which means i was planning to spend it having lots of.. err fun(= instead i ended up getting my dad to pick me up straight after ld, go home slack around and blog. woooots.

thenthen another extreme situation was that from last night 8 something to today 5 pm all i had eaten was one hello panda. not one packet. ONE HELLO PANDA BISCUIT. koped from fuzzzzz. tts because i was rushing around trying to reformat my fugly SS pt. erghhh. then the extreme came when from 5pm to 9pm(now) i have eaten... takes a deep breath... one packet of chocolate pillows(some weird biscuit thing), one packet hello panda, one large packet bbq flavoured ruffles chips, half a one pint tub of ben and jerry's ice cream. and im gonna eat dinner in 5 mins. hallelujah(= i think at this rate im not gonna live beyond 30, give or take a couple.

other random facts:
1) castign results for AFTERMATH out today! i'm lyla vijakumar (tribute to kalpie ahahha) the angsty, emo, goth chick. so if you wanna watch remember to look out for publicity at a school near you! tentatively n 30th june and 1st july pls come down if you want an evening (or afternoon for matinee) of awesome LD rockingness. and im acting this time as above mentioned. which makes it all the more rocking HAHAHA.
2) update of fuzzy muhuhahah. eh shes toned down abit. she hasnt done anything since the entry except for attacking nerissa during PE today. so we shd all give her a round of applause *claps*
3) tomorrow is a holiday so everyone should rejoice! and bask in the glory of the lack of school!
4) sindhu is coming over now for random reasons that shant be mentioned heh. how funnn.

okay i shall go eat more foooooooood now. have a happy life everyone(=

<3 aruna

2006-04-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

hello wurld.

i am finally blogging about something that i've been meaning to blog about for a long time. a very special someone that i hold close to me heart. this person sits next to me in class and i hate her. ahhaha yes thats right. this entry shall be dedicated to the one and only stupid pervert, farzana m.k.

okay let me give you a brief intro:
1) farzana is famous. she was on the dumb entreprenuership show on vasantham central. crap i cant remember the name. oH savaal. yah.
2) farzana is RICH cuz this is idiot won like dunno how many thousand bucks on the previously mentioned show.
3) farzana can debate and dance. plus shes both ics vice chair and my class vice chair. so BIG DEAL HUH? HUH? ok.
4) a long long long time ago i used to think farzana was pretty and demure. and nice. emphasis on the LONG TIME AGO. now shes hideous and demonic. and evil. yes
5) farzana is a pervert as she enjoys doing weird things to people which will be described in further detail in the next point.
6) most importantly farzana is a sadist. this is because she derives pleasure in torturing me day in and day out in class. eg, she sings the homosexuality song to me, she likes to stroke my arm and ask me if its gross, she randomly scolds me for talking to her, she directs her evil gaze at me whenever possible, so on and so forth

geetha and i were the first geniuses to discover that beneath that gentle exterior a demon was just waiting to leap out. This was discovered at some random ics general meeting where farz was giving us the "evil eyes" and doing errr odd things. yes so we called her a pervert. everyone mocked us! said we were mad! "farzana a pervert? thats impossible!" they said. HAH now everybody agrees shes psycho. yay for us!

today was the icing on the cake and therefore i just HAD to blog about her ahaha. our conversation went something like this:

farzana: aruna can i tell you something? its a beeeg secret. dont tell anyone okay.
aruna: *shudders in her evil prescence* yeah okay. what?
farzana: you know the anon tagger on your blog? ... that was me.
aruna: O.O HAHAHAHAH wtf.

yeah so basically dumb farzana decided to express her (mutual) hatred for me anonymously on this blog. BUT little did this dumbo know what she was in for. ahahah conversation later on:

farzana: blah blah blah you stupid girl.. OMG SORRY!
aruna: huh why?
farzana: nono now i'm very scared to scold you cuz your gang might come kill me.
aruna: HAHAHAHHA.

yeah so basically thats farzana m.k for you. if you see her please run in the opposite direction as fast as you can. yay! oh and the moral of the story: ahaha if you wanna insult someone leave your bloody name then you wont get into trouble. eg,

aruna: FARZANA SUCKSSSSS! MUHUAHAH.

end

<3 aruna

2006-04-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

pretty long since i last blogged eh?

quite abit has happened and since i cant remember most stuff from more than 3 days ago ill just blog about stuff since friday

ahhahahahahah friday was sports fest. was rubbish as usual. went to toa payoh stadium by around 10ish to help the cheerleaders to hair and makeup. and i feel terrible cuz i did the first girls hair anyhow cuz i forgot how to braid. then the second girl's was so much nicer. oh noo haha. anyway hadley won overall which is goood. so we'll probably be overall champs since we won swim carn too. yay.

after that geetha, meera and i went to town HAHAH oooh so fun. power packed =P omg we're such idiots you know. and i feeeeeel stoooopid. meera you should too! dumbass. okok shant talk about it anymore (=

then yesterday was ORA. lol i didnt do henna and i think varsha rao hates me for that BUT i sold a hell lot of murukku so you should be proud of me. i think together we sold like 100 packs or something. so thank you all you murukku buyers! it was quite fun overall even if it was uneventful (looks at geetha). and the haunted house was fun! but we went so late so the ghosts were all tired. ahahah tired ghosts. must thanks nithyams and jheevanesh for being my pillars of strength! ahaha i think i was the only one who was scared. wth la -.- oh the fashion thing, R project, was major cool too. it was totally professional and the models were hot (pronounced haat) yeah so basically ORA was not bad la. then i went home, changed and met my brother to watch batman begins at the omni theatre! super cool! hahhaha batman rockkssss.

today is supposed to be studying day but its like omg 1 plus and i havent done much! ohh noo. die la. kkkkk gots to go do work. BIKE (=

<3 aruna

2006-04-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

and mama, i've been crying cuz things aint how they used to be

aaaaaaaah! theres so much to do and yet i'm bored. how is that possible!? i truly should be doing work. like now. but im not. im gonna finish blogging. and then im gonna sleep. hah. brilliant.

tomorrow i will have noooo time to do work. and i will die a PAINFUL death. oh how i loathe, abhor, detest and despise school. ergh.

she said the battles almost won, and we’re only several miles from the sun

its april already. the first day is practically over. in what? 20 mins it truly will be. thats crazy! april wow. theres just may, june, july, aug, sept, oct. then schools ends. okay it doesnt sound as short as i wanted it to sound when i say it like that. but time is really flying. im ot sure if thats good or bad.

i think time is really complicated. not exactly the greatest discovery of the century but still. like when we say time flies? but thats completely relative. three months have passed since the year began and thats seems insanely fast. but when i think about the way those three months felt as they passed by, they were excrutiatingly slow. waiting painfully for each school week to end before another one began.

the speed of time also seems to depend on exactly what we're doing in that time. isnt it a miracle that the two weeks leading up to the hols consist of the most awful drawn out days ever while the hols themselves seems to shrink into nothingness? one week of term 2 seems so long that i can barely even recall the existence of the march hols now.

so like i said, time is complicated.This post was inspired by the fact that i just watched three hours of blissful teevee but even thinking about accomplishing three full hours of work makes my brain ache. ergh

i am so dooooomed.

<3 aruna

emogirls love emoboys.

2006-03-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

why?
TO DROWN MY SORROWS.

cuz nothing really matters. anyone can see. nothing really matters to meeeeeeeeee.

<3aruna
emogirls love emoboys

2006-03-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

FEEL GOOD!

yesterday was damn fun manzz. but my stomach feels so weird now. i think i should eat lunch soon. school starts tomorrow and im so screwed. sigh. these hols were awesome i think

everything is wonderful but i know things have changed alot. its all different now.
playing second fiddle isnt fun.
<3aruna

Jumping thumping shout at something

2006-03-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

RAAAAR!

im on a robbie williams high! but the problem is i dont have thaaat many of his songs so im just listening to them on loop. and im starting to go mad. oh and ive come to the sad realisation that noone reads my blog! or they read but they sure dont tag )= FINE BE THAT WAY! see if i care.

this entry was supposed to be dedicated to my friends! my REAL friends! the ones who ROCK. yesyes. well i just thought that i spend so much of my time complaining about the annoying a*holes around me (looks at geetha) and spend so little time appreciating the awesome people that make me happy! so this is to show that i love you. ALOT.

like geetha and nithya and sindoora who are the most amazing ppl. theres just nthng i can say to show how much i appreciate them and love them(=
you guys make up my world and life would be shite without you. absolute shite so dont EVER go away )=
and in class theres NERI! hahaha whose so funny! shes my honey! and has alot of money! right. ok hahaha

and my brothers =P hahaha shiv and narpps(= both of you take care okay! dont stress over the various ppl ur stressed over! and take caaaare!
all the elders and dancers! wooohooo love you many too. most of you la muhuhuahahha

and everyone else thats ever been there for me. if youre reading this and think i love or like you then youre probably right so THANK YOU.

i know im way over you. but i miss it and i miss us. i wonder sometimes if you do. and i wanted you to leave and you are. and i was happy. for a while. but now i know that i'll miss you. we all will. so take care. you're still my friend and always will be.

<3aruna

hackedd

2006-03-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

OOOOH this is cool hello everyone this is geetha (: i have hacked into aruna's account and have decided to blog. actually i have nothing to blog about coz my life is not interesting like other ppl. anyway, recently i have been having REALLY WEIRD dreams. REALLY weird. i think there's something with me. -ARUNA SAYS SO CUTE. btw i have a nagging suspicion that aruna has this major crush on me anywayy- okay what did i do today? today i had choir. ok i think im boring :/ maybe i shd be damn cool and like write philosophical stuff... like the meaning of life...

what is life? life is a mere mirage my dears.. a mere mirage. a fragment of our imagination. we all are aliens... okay now i will shut up. shit i am like some screwed up mad freak okay.

aruna wants me to blog about how much she loves all her friends. which basically means everyone who reads this blog. (MOSTLY, she adds ><) she loves all her friends because they are the wonderfullest people on earth. aruna will blog in detail about this soon. ok pplz aruna and me wish you a goodnight and thank you for enduring this crap post. ILL BE BACK TO BLOG MORE!!!

geetha

2006-03-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

i wanna go emooooooooo.
anyone wanna go emo with me?

<3aruna

2006-03-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

The holidays are here!! woohoo!

I wanna go out and have fun man! but i also have alot of work to do which i firmly truly intend to do. umhm i do. and i have tuition with my nice nice tutor tomorrow for chem so that ill be smart when school reopens. (= but i truly wanna go out! anyone that wants to hang out drop me a message and we can get together! yay! not been up to much the past two day. went out and stuff. and ive discovered a few things:

1) high heels are fking masochistic since people actually seem happy o.O to put on those torture devices. NEVER AGN man. thank you god for making me of an acceptable height.

2) honest people do exist! one can actually leave a wallet with $45 bucks in a toilet in taka and get it back! with every single thing still in it! from my cash to my ic to my fugly neoprints! yaaay!

3) (oh this point actually was discovered before the other two but yeah) Pompoms are damndamn attention seeking since people cannot stop staring at them. especially if they are purple and silver and are extremely shiny.

4) and lastly, the members of the police force are not spending their time usefully. they should focus on catching drug traffickers,murderers and lyk robbers and stop being so kpo. haha

throbbing blinding lights.

the beats punch through the smoky air
touching primordial nerves
intoxicated
the warm clammy bodies pressed against each other
the bittersweet taste of the forbidden fresh on your lips
and you think, is it worth it?

Yes so those are my new discoveries of the week. Oh and one should be very wary of horoscopes because they can be freakishly accurate. Oh and lastlyyyyyy i dunno why i just cant upload pictures onto my blog. Either theres smthng wrong with my blogger thingums (which i highly doubt) or im extremly dumb (sigh its about time i came to terms with it).

sanity drifting as crowd becomes one
awakening a person that never existed
cant stop
newly discovered pleasures mingle
a superficial laugh, a calloused hand that pretends to care
and you think for a moment, never again

only to wait in agony for another night out

Sucksss. and Geetha Swaminathan, you didnt get back to me about the show! which means we arent gng?! and i have no idea why im blogging this! muhuhahha. ok bike.

<3 aruna
confused and magnificently messed up.

2006-03-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

emotionally draining.

today was lets see... happy, awful, annoying, haaapppy, interesting, terribly awfully upsetting. okay happy first cuz i just woke up happy and relatively satisfied with the mugging for math i did last night. awful cuz i went to school and suddenly out of nowhere became sick. like literally sick. kept hurling! absolutely awful. and i had to do math test feeling all weak and stuff. argh! and it was pretty bad la. so little time. what the hell was the math department bldy thinking. argh. then annoying cuz had to endure the rest of boring shit school. and do the dumbest eng compre test on earth! wtf does iconocasm or whatever (i cant even rmber the damn word) have to do with family, which is the topic we've been doing since the beginning of the year fyi. totally stupid and useless!

okay next is happy! cuz i went to meet nith after sch! which is always fun man. haha. we did INTERESTING but questionable things ahhahaha. oh and i have a new wallet! yay! which is like nice leather and stuff from topshop. woohoo! yeah and followed her to RJ to meet sindooora kalidas! and we hung out and basically just slacked around. the best la.

then i got home all happy. and then got the horrible news erghhh okay i better flashback abit >< my dog right hes the most adorable sweetie pie you can possibly find. and hes like my baby! and i love him to bits. but hes always been kinda sickly. first with yeast infections and skin probs and all kinda shit. but we thought it was just minor stuff. and he gets these weird like blisters in between the pads of his paws. but recently he got this rlyrlyrly big one which REFUSES to heal. and we've spent like 200 bucks getting it patched up but it refuuuuuuuses to heal. so he got a x-ray done and it turns out that he has a tumor somewhere near his liver which is what is causing it. aaaah its so fucked up! i dunno what to do. they say nthgn can be done about it. and i just know they wont try anyway. aaaah i need to cry.

<3 aruna

2006-03-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

hey

dance is over. we didnt get into finals. but it doesnt matter. im over it and im proud of us. very very proud. cuz we were good. we werent just good. we were AWESOME. and everyone knows it deep down. the judges can say what they want but everyone there knew we were good. the sji outside ttly rock cuz when they cme out this guy like stamped his foot and went "wth! rgs is not in?? thats damn stupid la!" and it doesn get better than that. and ppl werent sorry for us. they were fucking pissed. everyone knows the judging was majorly screwed up. i really dont care anymore. i had my moment of total sadness and crying and stuff. then i was effing pissed. now im just screw it la. once agn everyone knows we deserve it, we know we deserve it. we dont need some shit judges to validate tt.

okay now to thank the seniors. you guys coming down mean so so much to us. you really believed in us and i reallytruly hope we didnt let you down. but thanks agn i think we'd be so much more upset if u werent so super supportive of us. thanks again nithya, sindhu, vani, dheesha, neeti, aditi, sneha, preetha, nava, jiv! ( i truly hope i didnt forget anyone!) and all the nice nice rj guys who were very nice to us (shivi, karthik, khabil, jheeva, prabs and other random ppl)! and to the ri guys like kannan and co for making our cd work even though we were very scary at that time and yelled and sweared at you (rg girls have filthy mouths =D ). and especially to the wonderful supporters from our school especially cuz without you we would have just died. HAHA thanks geetha for ponning choir for me! ilove you so unbelievably much(= and to erm the judges for fucking up our lives but teaching us that it doesnt always matter whether we win and it sometimes feels better to be appreciated by ppl you actually bother about. oh and everyone was so busy cheering the dancers up that we kinda neglected PRIYA G! who did an awesome job and got 2nd out of like 27? WHICH IS SRSLY DAMN GOOD LA. congraaaaaats! and IT ppl too! good job guys!

okay for the most important part. the dancers! my loves! okay lemme give each of you a tribute! woohoo! okay lets start with...

mathu: omg! ure my baby! you such an awesome dancer and you looked amazing with the costume and everything. everyone just loves the way you zip across the stage! you;re like lightning man! and you're smile is so so pretty! hahaha raven baxters mom! so take care and dont stress yourself with too many things! good luck for founders day tomorrow baby!

sutha: hey sutha! you scandalous person! with your gigantanormous eyes! you are also sucha great dancer! and you make such a wonderful yashodhai. thanks for listening to me crap and yeah ill always be ther to listen to ur stories and erhrhrmmm other stuff(= ure sucha great junior and i love you!

nik: omg ahha everyone says u look like me! so no wonder i think you're so pretty! HAHAHA. joke(= anyway u are really truly nice and ure actually much more erm good then ppl make u out to be lol. you feel my pain! haha but anyway i really think u are indeed a very nice person even though i didnt rly know you b4 this year! and ure my cool, chilling partner! so funny (= anyway dun stress urself too! and hopefully this dance is like a beginning of a beyoootiful friendship LOLL.

aneesha: AAAH! ure so cute! dont be sad okay because u ar such a wonderfully cute and happy dancer and sadness simply doesnt suit you! ur laughter is the most infectious hilarious one ever and we all love you for just being absolutely adorable! haha the way meera asked u "are you sure you arent 9?" was just so funny! anyway we'll get to dance in many more dances so keep smiling, giggling, laughing(=

radhika: heyy! really bonded quite a bit with you over this dance and you're such a nice person! and u look majorly pretty without ure glasses! ahaha. you're a great dancer and i think ur biggest flaw is that u dont really get how good you are!! anyway hope we can still chat and stuff and dont be sad about this stupid thing okay! hahaha revathi you totally rock my socks!

piriya: hey dude! you HIPpy girl ahahah. well you truly dance awesome and its just too bad that u have to carry on the vice chair curse! but well someones gotta do it(= personally i think ure choreography skills are like woah cuz the krishnites steps are wah super funky la. well i think we were great and i hope you know it too! dont tension okay HAHHA. take caaaaare(=

varsha rao: OMG i think u deserve the most praise cuz even though u are a silly naggy girl ( HAHA) we can all tell that u put your heart and soul into this dance. and despite not getting through and not getting tt trophy we know you want so bad you should know that we all love you alot. and if you ask me even if i knew it was going to end like this i would do it all over again cuz it was a great experience. i think you rock so much and i shant even begin about ur dancing cuz woah(= dont be discouraged! cuz u should know that we are utterly great! wooohooo

lastly i just wanna say thanks again to everyone who helped at any point. i love the dancers sososo much and i just realised the year is one quarter over which means only three more terms of rgs dance. GASP! aaaaaah! okokok i love you! take care!! we rock(((=

<3333333333333 aruna

2006-02-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

long overdue post time:

OASIS WAS FREAKING AWESOME.

as usual they didnt give a damn, their set was pretty short, they barely spoke to the crowd and liam voice seems to be getting more and more raspy with each album. BUT C'MON! thats oasis. they were absolutely totally fantastically brilliant is their own "you can **** yourself for all i care" attitude(= and going to the gig will be something i will be proud of foreverandever. Ill be telling my kids about feb23rd2006. woohooo! AND LIAM IS SO HOT. he is like the definition of cool. with his weird stance while singing and conventionally awful pronounciation and voice (shiiieene!) he is just TOO SUPER COOL. aaah! wish they couldve played forever!

oh and rj dramafest was on the same day plus the next day (fri 24th). and sindoo got best actress!! CONGRATS yaaaaaay for sindhu! okay mygod i really am like super lag.

what else? oh. RI all arts. this friday. I AM SO SCARED FOR DANCE. i just dont know. everything is like damn unsure. not in terms of steps or what but like i dont kno whether the song is nice, i dont know if the choreography is nice, i have no idea if i look nice doing it. i dont even know if the costumes are okay. sometimes i think it looks great and sometimes i frankly think it looks like utter and complete shit. and it seems like our performance is like a curve. Like we were CRAP then we practiced and became good then now we've done it so much, most of us (except aneesha haha) and so bloody sick of the dance that we're doing it like crap again. but im pretty sure on the day itself we'll have more energy la. its still worrying though. AND ARGH. last minute change. we arent doing it in rj anymore and we're doing it in LT 1 in RI. and i dunno if there's space backstage to do a position swap. ARGHARGH. nevermind i think i should stop worrying cuz the more i worry the more i get sick of the damn dance and the more it looks like we're bored corpses dancing.

oh on a much lighter note =P i think pink panther is damn damn funny and everyone should watch it. its super lame and just about as far from oscar winning material as it possibly gets but omg its so funny(= i vood like tua buya dhambergurt! hahahhahaha whee!

Okay now i have to go bathe so i can go to serangoon (eeew) road to buy earrings and nose rings ( HAHAH) for the dance. omg wish us luck okay. i have a feeling we're gonna need it. shit.

<3 aruna

2006-02-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG

Oasis is on Thurday! Thats in what? TWO DAYS? OMGOMGOMG i cant wait ((((((((=

<333333 aruna

2006-02-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

Strange and Beautiful by Aqualung

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

sigh
<3 aruna

2006-02-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

heeeys

cough splutter wheeeeze. blehh ive been sick for the past three days yeah and tmrw im gng back to school and ohman im super worried about the crazy amount of work tts probably waiting for me. I wanted to like stay home and catch up on work some time this week and i ended getting MC for three days and falling even further behind. i am so doomed i tell you. and i'm missing hwa chong dramafest right this moment as im typing this. how great is that ARGH. nevermind this week im gonna be muggershit and do alot of work. then by next week ill feel super proud of myself and wont feel guilty going for OASIS (wooooohooooo) and RJ dramafest (woohoo) (=

Oh and another bad thing about me falling ill is that i'm not supposed to do any physical activity for a week. Which is absolutely totally dreadful! Cuz that means im not supposed to dance! RI all arts is in TWO WEEKS from now. Do you know how scary that is!!? OMGOMGomgomg... Argh wish me luck and hopefully i wont die

<3 aruna

things are still pretty messed up cuz i dont like you nor you. help!

2006-02-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH I CAN'T STOP SNEEZING!!

and everything is damn messed up.

2006-02-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

ello!

yay today is thursday then theres friday then its the weekend! and the weekend is great cuz theres no school! school is the absolutest worst now cuz theyve started giving out the bldy PTs and scheduling tests. its real awful! everything is baaad! im really worried about RI allarts too. i like the dance so much but we're so messy and its in three weeks! that is EXTREMELY soon. gaah. and RS is damn screwed up. we have a shitload of stuff to do. argh

but okay im actually not in a bad mood even though rereading the previous paragraph might put me into one. sigh. haha geet and i keep obsessing about the ppl from rock for good. especially one person hahah. i'm not gonna name any names but hes called dharma, the guitarist from wgb HAHAHA. i know this is so dumb but hes cooool. i can safely blog about this cuz hes prolly never gna read my blog EVER. yes anyway im damn jealous of elena ah. she had a TWENTY min convo with him when we went out after ld just now. and she's watched movies with him also! omgogmogmgomg jealous! i sound like a stupid fan girl HAHAHAH. groupie! yay

anyways theres american idol in a while so id better go and do some work. oh wow its the O level results tmrw. gd luck to whoever is getting their results. how scary! thank god for RP(= bb!

<3333 aruna

2006-02-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

hello.

today was a shit day haha. sigh. well actly when ithink about it now it was actually quite funny because i‘m officially the most jinxed person on earth. i have never ponned stupid tamil class and of all days in the year i chose to pon today. and there are certain people who have been ponning every single lesson since the beginning of the year. argh and our not so bright erm teacher has never found her out. yeah super lucky man. and today i ponned ONE lesson and they had to ANNOUCE our names on the frigging PA system. we managed to crap up some “oh we were in the toilet dying" kinda thing and we got away. sigh i‘m blogging about it in sad desperate attempt to save face cuz people probably think i did some terrible terrible thing. i promise this is like my first time and im not some pai kia ponner person (alliteration).but heck la. arghhh. sigh. im so jinxed. i shall never pon any class EVER again. SIGH!

i hate tamil. and im real worried about ri all arts dance cuz even though its nice we are still so messy. and theres alot of perfecting to be done. and semis are in less than one month. AAAH! scary.

<3 aruna sighhhh.

2006-02-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

ROCK FOR GOOD.

wow it was so super fun. i don't think the whole concert could possibly have been cooler considering the place where it was held and stuff. well before that geet came over to my house to dump her stuff and we got ready and went to orchard to meet yinglin. then rushed to sch cuz yinglin forgot to bring her ticket! haha managed to beg people to let yinglin in and get tix for mirabel and weiying. and then the fun started!! ahahah

we were standing riiiight outside the doors hoping that we will be able to be somewhere near the front. haha and we were making fun of a certain teacher right in front of her face. then when the doors opened and we rushrushrushhhhed in. honestly i never thought we were gonna get the FIRST row right smack in the center. first as in seriously FIRST. like squashed against the stage. wow was really awesome.

then when the show started, my god it really was super fun! first band was skyjuice. they were pretty good but kinda insane and yeah LOUD. hahaha a bit too loud i think cuz my hearing has been officially permanently damaged by them. second band was crossbred which was very fun cuz practically the entire band was made up of pretty boys ahaha. yinglin and i like simon the best (= they were good but i just realised that they hardly had vocals. wow. THEN the reaaaally good bands came on. WEST GRAND aaaaah! dharma is coooool. they ttly rock(= they rocked so hard that in the middle of their set the was a power cut. how amusing. the suns were next and they were amazing too! like super talented and they sound real professional. and their music is so dancey. ronin was next i think. levan is really wonderful! he has like amazing stage prescence and hes just superly nice la hohoho. by the end of ronin (and jumping like insane monkeys) we were exhausted. so we left to get drinks sadly missing some electrico. then we came back for their last song. aaaah! got crossbred's autographs and we koped the hairdye they were giving out as prizes.

overall i really think it was an awesome concert. kudos to sabrina for organising it! and i seriously think they shd make it like an annual rgs rock for good concert! sigh the next concert is oasis in 18 days! YAY!

CAN'T WAIT

<3 aruna

2006-02-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

right then.

school sucks. i'm so sick of it and its just february. it really does suck. i feel like falling asleep in almost every lesson. theres almost nothing to look forward to at the moment. i can't wait till the competitions and productions are nearer then at least there'll be SOMETHING interesting. and now i have to take public transport in the mornings cuz my dad can't send me for this month. and i know it sounds disgustingly pampered but it really sucks too. that was the little extra sleep i got in the mornings. sigh. oh yes and i forgot to mention the %*&$% teacher i have. i shall not mention his/her name cuz they school might hunt me down. all i can say is that he/she is a *$*%^ %$!! and a &^&^%*! and a &^$&^$&^. yeah. sigh self censorship sucks.

oh and im dreadfully broke too. WHICH SUCKS. i need cash once again. what for i don't know exactly... but the feeling of being broke (and sorta in debt to my parents) is not pleasant. and i don't really know what else to lament (i.e. COMPLAIN) about so i shall shuttup.

oh fyi, i think that this sounds cliche and angsty but i've decided that it doesnt matter what people think anymore. and i'm not going be like "screw you. you are dumb i know everything" cuz i dont know everything. And i'm not going to deny that what people think does affects me. ALOT. but i've just come to the divine revelation that ultimately i'm gonna do whatever makes me happy (i.e. whatever the hell i want). so there ((((=

<3 aruna

2006-02-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

sigh i really ought to blog.

<3 aruna

2006-01-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know
I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you
i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

i've discovered that coldplay can make the happiest people feel depressed. sigh.

today was pretty fun. had dance in the morning and then met geetha for lunch. bummed around j8 and had a funny thing happen to us. then i sent her off to her funny singing class thing and went back. ended up falling asleep on the lounge sofa for quite awhile. in the evening went out with family for belated b'day dinner for my brother. its like a tradition to go out as a family for everyone's birthday. ate at spizzeria (i think tts what its called). they truly have the bestestetstest pizzas(= and had haagan daaz chocolate fondue for dessert. YUM. oh did you know haagan daaz should be pronounced hay-ahh-gen daaz. yeah cuz the a with the two dots is pronounced ay. see you learn smthng new everyday. yepp well today was like i said rather fun.

But then i had to come home and listen to coldplay. and its just something about their music that always gets to me. especially their older songs from parachutes and a rush of blood to the head. they just so simple and and the lyrics are so so beautiful. sighh. i still love shiver and yellow the best i think? and trouble. and talk from x & y. sigh i love it all. on top of coldplay i went to check out postsecret.blogspot.com which is such a wonderful site. some of the secrets are really so sad and poignant. and therefore now i am in such a depressed state sigh.whats the word? melancholic. i'm in a melancholic mood.

sigh <3 aruna

2006-01-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Yay!

Its one of the best holidays of the year for me too weirdly. Firstly cuz its THREE DAYS(= Secondly because my aunt is having the more or less annual CNY party (fun!) and Thirdly because nice ppl like Debbie bring me bakwa. yeah CNY rocks. (oh except the sch celebrations cuz i couldn't understand a thing).

Well nothing much has been happening. Today after cny celebrations. Mel, Geet and I went to bum around orchard. Had lunch at pastamania and slacked for a while. Rachel joined us abit later and we watched memoirs of a geisha. which was both surprisingly long and surprisingly good. well at least i enjoyed it. I think it did the book justice even thought the Zhang Ziyi person's acting is very blahh. The person who played Hatsumomo was real good though. The GongLi woman. yeah. Then we shopped around abit and then i hadto go meet my mom. (which is my reason for ponning the dang tamil talk nonsense fyi)

yeah had some hair appointment which explains why now if you see me my old afro is gone! yay! i have super layered straight hair which rocks. and i have a pseudo emo fringe which is fun. yayy. okayi shall shuttup abt my stupid hair now.

what else is there to blog about??? erm... i wanna do fun things over the holidays!! but i have so much irritating homework. don't care la! gaaaah. well nthng else to say and i'm sleepy anyway. 7 days to rock for good and only what? 20 days to OASIS? wwooohooohhohooohoho.

<3 aruna

2006-01-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

happy birthday many people!

happy birthday cheta!
happy birthday renu!
happy birthday shiv!
happy birthday mischa barton!
happy birthday the random two relatives my mom whose birthdays my mom says are today too!

today was fun(= well school suckeddd cuz i was falling asleep in almost every lesson. but the rest of the day was so fun. cuz after sch i went to my bro's party. which was super fun. well at first was kinda dull cuz everyone was just milling around. but after some people left and people warmed up, and a certain person went bonkers, the party became super fun! Nith got a whole cake smashed in her face. Like really! you always see tt in movies but i never thought i'd would happen in real life in front of me! totally fun! and i took a millions pictures and felt like crazy paparazzi. anyway i hope he had a gdgd birthday.

yeah anyways i cannot wait for the CNY hols! omg looong looooong weekend. i wanna do fun stuff! hohoho. okay wrong holiday ah. REALLY FUN i wanttt ahhhh. after tt the next holidayyy is like what? march? sucks. so better enjoyyyy this! eh geet i have a plan but dunno whether u want or not... yay! okay i rlyrlylrlylrlylrly dont wanna go to school tomorrow. sighh.

Oh and random thing. im addicted to the song gasolina. its damn good. like its super nice to listen to and its practically impossible to listen to and sit still. awesome song! everyone go listen k?! oh and people, TAG MY BOARD!

<333333 aruna

2006-01-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.

okay most importantly before i begin my (almost) daily ramblings i have a tribute. haha. to my favourite moron. aka geetha. HAH. geetha is my favourite moron because, as her title implies, she is a moron and she is my favourite one. shes like the only person i can totally act retarded with and still be coool. yeahhh. and what else? haha. all cool short idiots ROCKS right geet!!! yeah so we must be BFFs forever ah. i invite u to my wedding already(=

okay now i shall get to the boring parts(= oh im super sleepy now cuz i did a very dumb thing yesterday. i, being the genius that i am, drank coffee right b4 gng to bed. which was around 11.30. but you see, i couldn`t fall asleep. so at 12.30 (yes i lay in bed for ONE HOUR before realising i wasn`t gna get to sleep anytime then) i went down and did my tamil katturai. then i went to lie down again. until 1.30 after which i climbed down for the second time from my stupid bunkbed and did math assignment2. and other retarded things. and FINALLY i fell asleep at 3? which explains why i am so damn sleepy now(=

today my favourite moron and i went shopping! yay! and i bought a bag! yay! my doctor's appointment got erm postponed in the end. yeah. so went shopping! haha. okay well not really. geet did most of the proper shopping but i had to buy presents for people so i ended up spending much more than her. no fair. and i have nice blue eyeliner now. haha. and i shall blog about the million and one people having their birthday tomorrow.

right now i think i shd set up a wishlist thing somewhere even though its really damn bimbotic. sigh i'm truly a closet bimbo. okay not so closet ah. well at least im not obsessed with pink and i so do not listen to bimbo music. hah. okay erm not so new year's resolution: i resolve to make myself out to be the least bimbotic possible. which basically means tt i have to stop blogging like a frigging airhead. yeah. someone give me something deep to blog about. sigh

well thats about it for today. happy birthday to the people whose birthdays are tmrw. i'll blog abt them properly tmrw.

bike!
<3 aruna

2006-01-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

helliew!

nothing muchhh to blog about today but i realise if i don't blog i'll lose the momentum and then i'll never blog. yeah well i shall tell you about my day. hah.

started of lousy. mom overslept and then decided to send me to school for dance to make up for it. if she hadnt i probably would have made it on time. but we took the car and happily got stuck in a stupid jam. so i was 25 minutes late. but hey, they hadn't even started so no harm no foul(= then after that i went to meet jeevitha who is the primary-school-best-friend i blogged about. met her at j8 (many raised eyebrows from the dance ppl just cuz i was getting off at bishan -.- ) and we had lunch. super fun talking reminiscing about primary school. and bitching about how most of our friends had turn out to be major moronic mangammas (alliteration!) yeah took pics together and now one is up on friendster! yay jeevs rocks! hahaha i realise i have a tendency to have besties with double Es and THAs in their names. jEEviTHA and gEETHA. okay that was retarded...

what else? oh time for bimbotic statement: i wanna go shopping! but yeah i do.. sighh. i need cash manzzzzzz. besides theres nothing else to do. other than the TON of homework but thats negligible =P oh and i need money to buy presents cuz its like three people's birthdays on 24th Jan. Sigh. give me monehhh. omg i'm really in a retarded mood. i shall shut up now.

toodley-doo
<3 aruna

2006-01-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

heyy.

quite a few things to blog about i suppose. the first half of the ld auditions were held yesterday. and they were absolutely hilarious. i think if we had recorded it, it would probably have beat american idol. the format was that each auditionee had to have a prepared piece. most either did short adapted scripts or recited poetry. boring but well bearable. it was usually the impromtu portion that was ridiculously funny. either they spewed utter crap or they stood there like planks of wood while the poor ld seniors (us!), who were supposed to be guiding them along, did all the acting. i am supposedly going down in history for this audition where i acted with some morongirl. the most i can say is that it involved caves and flesh eating bats. hah.

well we ended pretty late and by the time i got to amk to take the bus home it was what? around 7.45? yeah. and the coolest thing happened. i bumped into my primary school best friend! we had ttly lost contact for approx 4 years and all of a sudden she's standing right in front of me. so yay we talk and talk and i miss my bus then she misses her bus be cause we are'nt paying attn. and finally i get her hp no. and go home. its really very cool. now we can actually contact each other and hang out and stuff. and the best part, we used to be like twins but now im a good head taller than her. yay for me (=

well that was yesterday. all tt has happened today is school. which was boring and rubbish as usual. other than the speaker we had to assembly today who was one of the best we've ever had. i actually paid attn. and tt says ALOT. oh yeah and i'm depressed. the details of my depression shall be kept confidential (hi geetha!) but yeah sighh. i can't believe the year is barely a month old. arghh. well if anyone knows how to make my life interesting or vaguely exciting enlighten me! sigh.

aaah im sad and sleepy.

<3 aruna ):

2006-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

heyy there.

today was the first time i've come home straight after school since school started i think. which is rather cool i think. but the uncool part was that i didnt do any work at all. At all. i watched tv, then went on the com, then watch more tv, then now i'm on the com again. brilliant.

speaking of tv, i watched savaal again today. haha thats show is funny. i think fuzzy(my seating pardner!) is really great! and you can kinda tell that she's going to win from the start. well actually thr sinddu person is quite pro also. yeah but anyway, i'm so glad that fuzzy won(= oh and i think the beginning part where she's erm racing with kannan is absolutely hilarious. yes.

oh erm i have no idea how to blend the next thing i feel like blogging about into the previous thing so i'm not going to try. which is another thing i wanted to add to my disclaimer in the previous entry. i've figured tt since my daily life is too bloody boring to blog about i'm just gonna blog about anything tt i feel like. like now i feel like blogging about my grandmother. yeah.

my gramma is about 87 years old. thats pretty darn old if you ask me. and well she's senile. not in a funny oh haha my grandma is senile sense. but in the sad oh.. my grandmother has dementia sense. which she does have fyi. she lives with us sometimes when all my other auntys get sick of looking after her. and its sounds terrible and mean and awful but its actually no surprise.

has anyone watched the movie 50 first dates? when they go to the loony bin they meet this guy called tom (i think) and he's like "hello i'm tom, nice to meet you". five seconds later he goes "hello i'm to, nice to meet you". yeah my grandma is like tt. today my brother came back from work and stepped into the house. like really JUST stepped in, right in front of her. and she went 'where are you going now?'. so naturally we went... "huh?" and then she went "why havent you changed out of your uniform". in the span of 10 seconds she had amzingly forgotten he had just stepped in.

its quite scary when u think about. i don't ever want my parents to be like tt. heck, I dont ever want to be like that. and its in the genes. shit theres no escape. so i now vouch that i will do those rd puzzle things every time readers' digest comes and take up sudoku as my new hobby to keep my mind nimble as.. a very erm nimble animal of sorts. yeah.

haha so yes! yay i've blogged a nice long entry that doesn't seem as excrutiatingly boring as i thought it would be. haha and its about my gramma. how amusing. hopefully i shall have err cooler things to blog about next time. like... clubbing or smoking. riiiiiiight.

<3 aruna

2006-01-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

hello and erm welcome?

i really have no idea how to begin this. this is my third blog so you would think i'd know how to blog by now right? wrong. both my past two blogs have died lonely and painful deaths and im hoping this one won't face the same fate.

I guess im starting this thing because firstly i realise that it is kinda nice to have a place to just rant about anything and everything (well almost). and secondly i really like to blogsurf hahaha its just odd to be a blogsurfer without a blog. or maybe its just me.

but anyway haha i haven't even told anyone about this blog yet anyway but i thought it wld be nice for people to have smthng to read when they eventually do come here.

disclaimer: the entries are probably going to be painfully boring and/or incoherent. also any resemblence to any person living or dead is unintentionally. im suuuure.

yeah anyway hope this blog survives at least longer than the other two. i think at least the address is nicer HAHAHA. yeah. so please do tag, its encouraging. and keep visting. yeah thanks(=

<3 aruna

2006-01-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

testing! coolios. i have a blog once again.